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Dear Helena


I didn’t make it till now to visit you... I hope I will...
Today is your birthday. It's heartbreaking...the fact that i didn’t congratulate you for your birthday only once for the two years we've known each other. If you could read my text now, I'm pretty sure that you would correct it... If you just could. I felt sooo guilty and still feel guilty about me not being your safe place, for not understanding your calls for help. It won't change anything... but I'm sorry.
I still have sooo much questions in my mind... but I am not brave enough to search for answers. Maybe then your loss will become reality.

I heard a song last day. It describes my feelings now. Promise I will come to you and let you hear it.
It's your 17th birthday
I hope you're dancing in the sky